Actress | Storyteller | Speaker

Opening Night

Posted by on Aug 15, 2014

Opening Night

Ta Da! The day has arrived. It is here. As surreal as it may feel tonight is opening night for my second one woman original show.  I don’t know why nor understand this surreal feeling, but for me it seems to feel a bit like being in Jello.  Not that I have ever actually experienced  being in Jello so this is purely what I imagine it must certainly feel like 🙂  And so despite the Jello feeling I am pursuing my dream I am moving forward I am pushing through. 
This show is happening despite feeling ‘weird’.  Is this what going after ‘what’s in my heart to do’ feels like?  Though I don’t really have any idea what all of this pursuing ones dreams would actually feel like. So I have decided to allow myself to feel any and all the feelings that emerge, excitement, nervous, anticipation, and back to excitement.  Except for FEAR!  Nope THAT one is not staying nor visiting nor camping out.  Fear never did nothing.  I have a show to perform tonight and more. I have a dream in my heart that longs to play out in this life I am living.  And living is what I intend to do.  Join me on the adventure.